you have no idea what this means to me.
july 26th, 2024
dark chocolate
season 2, episode 5 of fleabag
cherry flavoured by the neighbourhood
high school photography class
strawberry mug
little red kitten heels
the idea of being a bridesmaid
the adventures of miraculous ladybug and cat noir
the ace of hearts
burnt orange four-runner
episode 1, season 1 of the bear
institutional anomie theory
woof
tom ford tobacco vanille
white honda crv
receiving a playlist made for me
first impressions
blackberry martini
plane ride; no headphones
“we get along so well it hurts, i want to be carried in your purse”
normal people, tv show
silver ring, red ruby
stickers on my waterbottle
pathos plant
socratic seminars
my diesel industry jeans i bought on sale
video games music video
singing in the shower when no one is home
the chariot of venus by francois boucher
dior original eau de parfum
kaleidoscope by ray bradbury
sacred hearts
“black dress red lip,” the poem
blackdressredlip, the account
donnie darko and head over heels by tears for fears
expectations vs reality scene in 500 days of summer
clair de lune
cupid and psyche
holding hands (in private)
eyeliner
venice bitch
finding that perfect curl in my hair to play with non-stop until it becomes greasy and straight
being told that i look like my closest friends, especially when it is said by their parents
someone reading the blog
receiving commentary on the blog
my mom calling me “pumpkin”
“this made me think of you”
drunk conversation with my best friends about how much we love each other, after which i give them a little kiss
every single handwritten letter ive ever recieved
snowshoes
book recommendation
my nose
season 2, episode 6 of fleabag
a meal someone has made for me
my mother’s old lucky brand jeans that i wore holes into
yellow shirt with red smiling heart and buttons
thunder by lana del rey
lana del rey
a good cry in fetal position in my bed
being asked if i am ok, to which I respond, “no, i don’t really want to talk about it” but i did want to be asked so thank you for that
star witness by neko case
pretty boy by tv girl
the smell of photo developing chemicals in a dark red room
sedona, arizona
normal people, book
the tiffany and co necklace my mother got my for christmas my first year after moving away that i wear every single day. heart and key.
the blue diary my father gave me when i turned 18
“im not a religious person but i do sometimes think god made you for me”